Just popped my cherry
Bloggin' on GuG cherry that is, what kind of cherry were you thinking? You people have some nasty minds, lol, jk.
Ok, so here goes my 1st blog and I don't know what to write about, so here is a little bit about what's going on in Maribel's Life . Well if you have gone on my page and read the About Me section you should know that I got married a year ago on October 13th. So I got married at the age of 20, yes very young but when you find The One it's hard not to marry him/her, lol. So I'm a new wife and new step-mother to a beautiful 6 going on 7 in November little girl. We bought our first home in March right before I turned 21 then shortly after I bought a new car, Honda Accord '07 and of course it's black, my favorite color along with purple and blue. I work from home taking inbound calls to help people consolidate their debt and get lowers APR's, educate clients on how to get caught up on their delinquent mortgage, and tell them how to spend their money :)
This summer we went to our annual Rocky Point, Mexico trip with a bunch of friends and stayed at one of their best resorts. I used to go on vacations every summer for 1-2months, but with being a homeowner now I have to work to pay the bills, money doesn't grow on trees, and I could finally say I fully understand that meaning now, lol. I'm pretty much turning into my mother, which I thought would never happen, but it did. My mom is a wonderful person though and being like her doesn't bother me at all.
I have a HUGE family on both my dad's and mother's side of the family, I only have both of my grandpa's left :( and 18 aunts and uncle's (counting in-laws) on my mom's side along with twenty-some cousins and 22 aunts and uncle's on my dad's side along with over 50 cousins, another fifty-some second cousins, and thirty some 3rd cousins-No I don't know them all but I knnow that majority.
Ok, I'm pretty random as you can tell and go on and off subject rather easily. So this summer didn't really do much other than going to Mexico and this past weekend up to Flagstaff which I didn't really enjoy that much. Lately I have been pretty depressed, I'm just always stuck at home working or doing housework. I don't get to go out all that much because we live paycheck to paycheck and we're getting adjusted to our new lifestyle. Also, I have been at my job for 3 years and I have been working from home for over a year now and it's getting old. I'm to the point where I'm just working for the paycheck, I don't have a drive nor care about helping these client's out which is sad but true, I'm simply burnt out so stop using credit cards people, use cash and if you can't afford it, DON'T BUY IT!!<-- My opinion. I NEED A NEW JOB!! If I could choose my ideal job it would be a Party Planner, I love that stuff and I'm so good at it! But I ond't know if it pays that well and people are just starting to do their own party planning so I would probably end up without a job if I were to go that route. I'm still trying to figure out what to do with the rest of my life. I got married so that's done; bought a house, done; bought the car I wanted, done; Career of my dreams, NOT DONE; Kids of my own, on the works (you want more grandbabies Tuna??? I'm taking orders...girl, boy, tall, short?? lol, jk.); Happiness.... to a certain extent, I guess we're never, truly, entirely 100% happy and that's just life, always wanting MORE. Now don't get me wrong, everything that I have accomplished in the 21 years of my life is a lot for someone my age, and I'm proud of that, and I LOVE my husband and family, but there's something missing. What's missing? I don't have a clue. Of course, materialistically we always need/want more but there's something much bigger than that that I don't have and I want. Going back to church is in the works (I stopped going for over a year) and I have seen/noticed a difference, I'm happier now in that aspect but what else??? Something is missing......Maybe I would like to live closer to my family and friends? Maybe i need a new job? Maybe I need to loose some weight? Hmmmmm..... Maybe it's just me, maybe I'm just not happy with myself...but why not? I don't know, but hopefully, soon I will find out. I'm working on getting a new job, working on loosing the weight I gained (gained 20lbs since I met husband of mine), and living closer to family and friends, well that's not going to happen any time soon. I wrote so much yet nothing at the same time, just speaking my mind as always. Well stick around to if you want to find out what's missing in my life......hopefully sometime soon I will know, in the meantime, see you around GuG.