And in the end...

I wrote you an email because in spite of my recent rediscovery of myself, I knew I couldn't bring myself to say these things to you in person.  I took the cowards way out as you have done so often.  I asked you not to respond because there was nothing left to say.   But, you did.  And the reasons you have yet to get a reply and will never get a reply are these- 

I don't need you to try and explain what I don't understand.  I don't want to know.  I don't want you to tell me that your love for me is just as strong as it ever was.  That only makes this harder.  I don't want to hear that you are having trouble expressing yourself.  That's your problem from now on.  I won't say that I love you back just because you kept typing those 3 words over and over.  Yes,  I love you too.  More than I thought was possible.   But, guess what?  I love myself too.  And from here on in, that's all I care about. 

So here's your response.  On a page that you will never see.  Because I know how you hate all social sites.  Again the cowards way.  But that's fine.  Because these are the things I wanted to say to you.  And I wanted someone to read them.  So now everyone in the world can.  Except you. 

And that makes this end my choice.  I'm driving now.  Goodbye.

   

   

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I just wanted to thank all of you for your beautiful words.  You guys make it easy to share and sometimes we all need to do that.  There's a couple of you that have really talked me through this (you know who you are) and I want to say a special thanks to you.  

Hugs and lots of love to all of you.   

"I don't know where I'm going from here, but I promise it won't be boring."

WOW, MIW look at all these comments! You truly are an inspiration to a lot of people. I love that! Keep it up girlfriend,we are all rooting for you!

 

 

What goes around comes around..don't forget it!

 MiW, You are at the start of a marvelous journey and in many ways I envy you. Not for the pain you've withstood, but for the peace that will avail you. Thank you for trusting us enough to share your angst and your strength, as well...juliek

bravo to you!!! may i one day be as strong as you!!! 


You OWN this situation!  :)

This is the best medicine!

 

 

What goes around comes around..don't forget it!

*clapping for you*

 Nice to be able to finally say these words, isn't it? 

 

(((hugs))) 

First here is a big *hug* next I give to you:

  1. A brand new sexy as hell black dress (lace where it counts)
  2. 10 freshly painted toes
  3. a bottle of your favorite perfume
  4. The cutest pair of black and strappy heels (2na and would love them)
  5. a 30 minute hot oil massage from an incredibly hot deaf mute
  6. tickets to your favorite concert up front and center
  7. 100 slips of paper to write down and tuck away all the stuff that lead you here (now put them in the shoebox that #4 came in up on a shelf in your closet)
  8. A night of laughs, drinks, and dancing that does not end til the sun rises
  9. a bubble bath
  10. lots and lots and lots of chocolate 

 

 

It's just a jump to the left

I'm so proud of you my love. The best way to get over things is to overcome them, and you have by not responding to his e-mail you asked him not to respond to, but yet letting us know what you're feeling. Live your life for yourself and do whatever it takes to make yourself happy. This is a big step. Now take a deep breath, look foward and don't look back, smile, cry, whatever it is that you need to do to get over this. If you ever need ANYTHING I'm here for you. You are a strong, smart, beautiful girl and you deserve the best!! Now smile because you know what? You are worth a lot and even though I may not know you in person just online and for a few weeks, I feel like I've known you forever and I want to see you shine!! Keep your head up lovely, muahs!

-Pain is weakness leaving the body- USMC OOrah!

I'm very happy for you that you have been able to make such amazing revelations for yourself lately. I know how hard it is to turn away from such words of love that you USED to wait so long for. So I'm even more proud of you that you were able to let it go. Because as easy as it sounds, the hardest thing to do is let go. You truly are an inspiration!

 

 

The Truth Is Out There. Trust No One! Deny Everything!

You're upsetting me....on several levels.

LBL - this is a long time coming. it is probably the healthiest thing MIW can do for herself right now. and the healthiest way for us to support her is to praise acknowledge our support for her.

so MIW, you are very inspiring. taking control of your life. living for you. hopefully this will light a fire under all of those female asses that do not have your courage or your incredible strength to let go of that icky female needy-clinginess and live for yourself!

the butterfly avatar is so very fitting for you right now.

lyrics from the group "Live: "....just spread your wings and fly...."

Tuna ><(((( '> the other white meat! I am Keeper Of The Whip!

You go girl!  That was just brilliant, I'm sure it felt good, or maybe bittersweet is a better choice of words.

What goes around comes around..don't forget it!

Aww... honey... I'm sorry... Hopefully, this is healthy for you to get these kinds of things of thoughts out and to let people know how you feel.  I hope you feel better!!!! 

LadyBunnyLover

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